Hey everyone, I’m really sorry 

I know I haven’t posted anything for a long time, there’s been a lot going on. I have been trying to write as much as I can, but I’ve just been so uninspired lately. Nothing I write has been coming out right. I have a bunch of half written fics saved on my computer because they suck and I can’t get them to turn out right. I’m not giving up writing, but I don’t know when I will get over this writers block. I’m really sorry to everyone on here

Never Gone 

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The place was dreamy – green grass, flowers, trees- plus the stars shining so bright. I was lying beside the man I truly love.  Look at the sky. It’s so pretty, he said. It is, I answered. It was definitely a picture perfect night, until..

I was looking  towards the bright stars, then I realized he was gone. I stood up, looking from left to right. He was gone. Colton! Where are you? Game’s over, I said, although I didn’t even know we’re playing hide and seek. The sudden change of ambiance scared me. It was chilly, the beautiful flowers, the trees, the stars – they were gone. The sky was blank and dark. Colt, stop! You’re scaring me!

Suddenly, I heard a voice. His voice, calling my name Hollie, i’m here. C’mon!  I ran through what seems to be like the woods, following his voice. Where are you Colton?!, I shouted angrily, but still scared. He was gone. I’m still running, and I heard his voice again, Hollie! I ran, and ran, and ran. I was getting nowhere and he’s still gone. I was so scared. So scared to lose the man that I love. Scared to not see his face, feel his touch, or hear his voice again. I continued running, and running and running, but I couldn’t find him. I kept calling his name, Colton! Colt! Where are you babe? Don’t leave me here, but he was gone.  Until…

Colton!, I shouted as I sat right up on the bed. I was dreaming. No, it was a nightmare. I couldn’t breathe. I was shaking. I looked to the right, and there he was, looking so concerned. What’s wrong baby?  he asked. For some reason, I found it hard to talk. I’m gonna get you a glass of water, he said and was about to stand up. No!, I cried. Don’t leave. Don’t leave me ever again, I said as I was hugging him. You were gone. I was running through the woods to find you but you were gone. I couldn’t find you. I got scared, I told him. Shhh. It was just a dream. It’s okay. I won’t leave. I will never leave you, he said as he hugs me back. Hollie, listen to me. Listen to me, baby. I looked up to him, still bawling my eyes out. It was all a dream. I was here, I will always be here.  I was never gone, baby. Never, he said and gave me a sweet kiss on the forehead. In that moment, I realized he was never gone, and never will. The man I love to death is still here.

jollieee:

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Sorry guys! I probably won’t be able to update this weekend 

It was homecoming week and I was helping build the float so I was super busy and didn’t have time to write and then the dance is tomorrow